I'm doing a crochet scarf. I know it's not a typical summer hobby, but i'm actually enjoing it. I'm not sure if do like doing crochet or i like it just because it simply all i do. I'll be honest will you: i'm bored to death. I'm forcing my self not to work and i'm trying to relax and get my enery back to be ready for the stressfull winter is aspecting me, but i can't. I do not like to be here, and at least when i had a job i did something to keep myself busy.