August is pretty much finished. And at the end of this summer anything went as planned. 

I've done only one drive with the school, wich went good.

The summer love, turned out to be more than that, complicating the whole situation.

I found the first house i'm gonna live in by my self.

I'm having lots of lovely dinners, with lovely people.

If i have to be honest, this summer went much better than what i thought it would be. Is has been different from all the previous summers. This makes me realize how much i've changed in one year.

Summer is flowing like a stream in front of me and i can't get into it. It feels so strange. Summer here has always had a different taste, but this year i just can't get into the summer mood.

Sanremo, Italy

I'm studying lots, the test is TUESDAY, maybe that could be a reason.


The job is fine, and recently i've taken my brother Alessandro with me. The kid i'm baby sitting is so cute and it's really easy to be with him, so i had no doubt they would have been friends quickly. But it was so nice to see how easy it was for them, for all the children, i guess, get friends. 
After a few question about what their favorite play station games and soccer team were, they get along really well. The funniest was that after a half an hour they were already calling each other "mate" and "dude".


And i was wondering why, as you grow up, everything gets harder. Why, it can't be so easy to be friends for the adults as it is for the kids. And i was also wondering when exactly, friendship, turns into something potentially difficult.

Day Off

After the big party of last night, today i had a relaxing/studying day.


I dedicate my self to all the things i love to do or relaxes me. 

This morning, not easily, i woke up early and went shopping. Found some great stuff. 

Then i HAD TO, study a little bit.

After that i decided i deserved some relax. So i polished my nails, which i love to do. In the last three days, i've changed nail color three times. Ok, maybe, that was a bit to much.

As someone special once told me "It's exhausting to be fabulous!!!"

A piece of heart

After nearly two months i came back from Tasmania i spoke with my australian family. I'll be honest, i didn't spoke to them yet cause i wasn't sure i could do that. Even though i miss them a lot, in a selfish way i avoid to speak with them because i knew it would hurt.

I think of them every SINGLE day. Whatever i do, i got some memories about them, and it always end up with me crying.
When i listen to the music i think about how we loved to move the table in the kitchen and dance like crazy. Annabelle loved when i lifted her up and danced with her. I still remember her laugh when we did. She was happy, and i was too.

The day before i left, after i pic them up from school i took them to the park. Felix was so happy he couldn't stop thanking me. I remember i was sitting on a bench, he run to me, hugged me and said: "Thank you Sarah, you are my best, BEST friend!!!".

Annabelle is using the toilete, no more nappies.

Lachie got in the older group of the State soccer team and will go to Coff Harbour in October.

And i wish i could always have a friend like Rachel beside me. She always knew what to say, to make me feel better, and i hope our friendship will last although the distance.