August is pretty much finished. And at the end of this summer anything went as planned. 

I've done only one drive with the school, wich went good.

The summer love, turned out to be more than that, complicating the whole situation.

I found the first house i'm gonna live in by my self.

I'm having lots of lovely dinners, with lovely people.

If i have to be honest, this summer went much better than what i thought it would be. Is has been different from all the previous summers. This makes me realize how much i've changed in one year.

11 is the perfect number!!

Last night, since a long time, i had a wonderful family-dinner. It was my cousins's birthday and most of the family joined the party. We laughed all night long and re-discovered the joy of spending time together.

At the end of the party everybody were happy especially the little ones, that had a really Italian birthday party, wich can be much more chaotic than the Swedish one.

I'm getting quite use to my life back home now. I got a job and i study most of my time.

Tanning lots, going out with friends, pretty quite days here. 

The highlight of my week was seeing a friend i hadn't seen for almost one year. He's working on commercial ships, sailing through America and Europe. It was pretty tough say goodbye, he'll hopefully be back in Agoust, but nothing is for sure yet.

Last night we had a family party: my cousin, my brother, his girlfriend and i. Had the best time ever that ended up having a bath in the sea at 5 a.m. under the rain.

And today my lovely twins cousins arrived from Sweden. Coming here to celebrate was their birthday wish. We'll have a lot of girl-time. Polishing our nails, taking care of our beauty and enjoying some quality time with people that love you and always will.

I keep building memories i'll keep with me forever, and i'm so lucky to have around all those wonderful people that keep building with me and for me.

Surfing on internet i found this really interesting article. When i got out the college i was so scared and confused i wish somebody told me what i read on this page. Check it out, it's worth it.

A piece of heart

After nearly two months i came back from Tasmania i spoke with my australian family. I'll be honest, i didn't spoke to them yet cause i wasn't sure i could do that. Even though i miss them a lot, in a selfish way i avoid to speak with them because i knew it would hurt.

I think of them every SINGLE day. Whatever i do, i got some memories about them, and it always end up with me crying.
When i listen to the music i think about how we loved to move the table in the kitchen and dance like crazy. Annabelle loved when i lifted her up and danced with her. I still remember her laugh when we did. She was happy, and i was too.

The day before i left, after i pic them up from school i took them to the park. Felix was so happy he couldn't stop thanking me. I remember i was sitting on a bench, he run to me, hugged me and said: "Thank you Sarah, you are my best, BEST friend!!!".

Annabelle is using the toilete, no more nappies.

Lachie got in the older group of the State soccer team and will go to Coff Harbour in October.

And i wish i could always have a friend like Rachel beside me. She always knew what to say, to make me feel better, and i hope our friendship will last although the distance. 

Surprise!

I got the best friends and family in the whole world. The second day home, was a bit sad. I thought all day about the little loves i left in Australia and didn't want to see anybody. Around 7 pm my mum said that she was taking me to the supermarket to buy some stuff i would have needed for London. She said we had to stop somewhere before; i was so confused about everything that i did not noticed anything but when i got to this place we had to stop to, ALL my friends were waiting for me. It was the best surprise ever, because i didn't expected anything and most of all i didn't noticed they were organizing all of this. All the people that make my days happy were there, waiting for me with lots of love ONLY for me. I was so happy i could not speak. When i saw them all there crying and smiling 'cause i was back, i realized that it was the right time to come back and see them. I already can't cope with most of the things here, so it's probably soon time for me to go again but i'm happy i came back to see them.

Tomorrow i'm off to London for a couple of days with friends: it'll be so fun. I've never been in London before (i only stopped over at Heathrow). I'm going we two friends of mine and we are catching up with some friends that live there.

Home Again

Ok, i can finally let you know that i got home safely and with all my stuff. I still feel a bit confused: saturday morning i had breakfast in Hobart, lunch in Sydney and dinner in Singapore; sunday breakfast in London and lunch in Italy.
Saturday morning was awful: i had to say goodbye to my Australian family. Annabelle started crying the moment she woke up and did not stop a minute til i left. It was really sad.

Luckily i got both my suitcases checked in without problems and they sent them straight from Hobart to
Nice. Once i got to Sydney i had only one hour before my flight to London. We had a really old plane, with small (and not confy at all) seats. And of course I didn't menage to sleep anything.

I got to London on Sunday morning. I was late for my flight for Nice so i had to rush to the gate. Once i got in Nice i had my lovely family and my best friend waiting for me. Lots of tears and happiness to finally see them again. But the surprises weren't finished yet. We drove home and there other friends and my brother were waiting for me. And he had a really special pressie for me. He, my little brother (who's only 16 but taller than me), bought me an Iphone. Isn't he lovely? I've never heard about a little brother doing that, i'm so lucky. 

In the afternoon my aunty and uncle came to say hello too. It was so nice to see them.
They kept me awake until 9 pm, then i finally went to sleep.

Now i have to unpack the suitcases. I thought i had emptied my wardrobe before i left, but i didn't so i don't really know where to put the heaps of clothes i bought in Australia.

It feels good to be home, strange but good. I've changed so much in those 7 months but here everything has remained the same. Nothing change, and i sort of feel that i can't fit really well in here anymore (not that i did before).
Luckily tomorrow i have to pack again, i'm off to London with the best friends in the world. When i get back i'll start thinking what i'm gonna do with my life. I'm too tired and too confused to deal with that now. I'll be practical for a couple of days and i'll start thinking later.

Friendship

When i just came here, or when i was about to come, i thought how much i would have missed my friends. Friendship is one of the most important reality in my life. I don't like to share my privacy with whoever (i know it might sound silly since i'm blogging, but you know what i mean), so the people i chose to share my "world" with, become like family for me.
Well when i came here, i knew i would have met heaps of people but i never thought i could get some "real friends".
After all i've been through here i can definitely say that i met two of the best people (and now best friends) i ever met.
One of them is Rachel, my "boss". She took me in her house and made me feel at home since the moment i stepped in the first time. In those 7 months we have been sharing past, present and future dreams and fears. She became like a sister for me and i'm so thankful for everything she did for me.

The other one is Stella. I met her a couple of weeks after i arrived. She is one of the most beautiful person i ever met. We became really close pretty much immediatly. It's one of those people that you can't help your self of loving.

Today we both had an hour break so we went for a coffee at Uni. She surprised me with a pressie and one of the best cards ever. I'm so lucky to have her.

 She gave me Vegemite Pyjamas. Isn't it the best gift ever?!

I'm so greatful those two girls came into my life, and i hope we'll always keep in touch,  it would be a huge loss otherwise.